I've got 35 minutes before class starts but I have the awesome luxury of bumming around online. I've been stricken ill, and consequently I've been feeling utter crap. Strangely enough I'm also in this self-doubting sort of low, the kind of thing that happens when at first things seem positive but then you realise that's only because you were somehow deluded and when you assess things with more rationality, you realise that yea, you could've been and probably were wrong, and everything just sort of goes downhill from there. I also wish human beings were less complex or that I took things at a more literal level and stop doubting my gut instinct. It only takes one mistake for you to doubt your gut instinct foreva.
Oh, the things I wish things could be.
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